Lost Time!

So I haven't posted here in months.  In those months, I was offered, and accepted, a summer job in Germany.  I moved my entire family out of the country for two months and then plopped them back down in Minnesota when it was all over.  All in all, they seem to have adjusted to it all well.  I, however, haven't.  The kids see it as a fun summer we had abroad.  My husband sees it as a giant dollar sign that was a big bump in his road to finishing our basement.  I see it as a dream that was in my grasp but was pulled away far too quickly.  I realized, yet again, that I don't belong living in the US, that my heart is overseas, and that I still haven't found that ever-elusive "home" I've been searching for (which is why I started this blog in the first place).

I am going to try this whole blogging thing again.  I have a horrible track record on keeping up with this, but I want to try harder.  I also want to try swimming every morning, and start crafting more, and finish my basement, and sleep more, and be more productive.  I want to do a lot of things, but I know I can't do them all.  Ugh.  I am giving myself an anxiety attack.

So I guess what I need to say is that I will try harder to blog more, but that I make no promises.  I want to blog to help clear my head and make some order out of the chaos that is my brain, but if I am stressing about blogging, then it isn't helping.  This is a vicious cycle.